lost of FAITH and TRUST to GOD... T_T

results came out already...
fyi, mine's SUX!!!
my gpa is only 3.31...
thx loadz God for that...
i can't stop blamming Him...
i chew my ass off...
but then,
it's not worth a shit!!!! X(

i pray and pray but i can't feel his presence at all... T_T
what happened to me i don't know... T_T
i really miss Him and i want Him back in my life... T_T
God...
please show me the light so that i can go back to you...
i'm sorry for everything...
T_T

btw,
as promise,
i've breakup with my gf because i didn't get 1st class for this semester...
promise is a promise...
T_T