sudnly i mish him... @.@''

y sdnly i mish him??? :(
i used 2 cll him my besfwen...
bt sam chaotic mess stroke us both...
snce den,
we hvnt talk or beep ech othr 4 a LONG...tym...
days pass by n we stll h8 ech othr alot!!!

aftr 4 sam yers,
i wshd him his 19th bday...
he smiled n he sed dat he mish me...
i cnt say a thing n r8 nw,
he's oly a fwen 2 me...

aftr sam whle,
he apprd agn n dis tym,
a weird feelin apprd...
my damn head sed pls accpt him s UR besfwen agn...
lookin @ his ym,
tonz of peeps care bot us coz we used 2 b bestest buddy...
evn da whole KMM knew bot it...
bt my heart says NO...
he's oly a fwen 2 me...
wat shld i do???
accpt him or let fwenz b fwenz???

... >.< da lyf dat sdnly went wrong >.<...

F**K!!!!!!!!!!
dis tym is fcukin bad!!!!!
1 tym i recovr n evrtyn starts 2 fall into place...
bt den,
a storm sdnly Bashed evrtyn!!! T_T

|+|sam FUCKin BASTARD stole my fon agn!!!!|+|
|+|m start SUKin in VB|+|
|+|i dn go 4 MASUM 2009|+|
|+|my ovrll rslt 4 1st test SUX!!!|+|
|+|i'v got 19/34 for Linear Algebra(aka da mos eziest ppr 2 scre!!!!)|+|
|+|got 30/45 4 Calculus II|+|
|+|tonz of asgmnt n 2to dat i'v 2 sbmit dis Mon bt stll i hvnt done a thing!!!|+|
|+|got da worst rum8 eva coz he's STINKS lyk a PIG!!!!|+|
|+|ppl dun1a kam 2 my room coz evry1 cll it a PIG STY!!!|+|
|+|got da worst caterin grp coz non of dem cn COOK!!!(thre r 3 mlay GIRLS!!!)|+|
|+|cnt chnge 2 a new room!!!!|+|
|+|out of $$!!! T_T|+|
|+|cnt find a new vb(mine's expld oldi)|+|
|+|cnt undrstnd a sngle thin durin clss n rvsion!!!|+|
n da list goes on...

smbdy...
plz help me...
y all of dis hpnd 2 me???!!!
its mch ezier 2 gt trgh las sem rthr den dis...
tried evrtyn bt stll cnt gt trgh...
it bkam mch mre worse!!!!
argh!!!!!

DARN!!!!!

DARN!!!!
FCUK loadz!!!!
1na noe smtyn???
sam FCUKIN bastrds stole my fon!!!!
durin dat tym,
da door n wndows r lockd tght!!!! X( T_T )X
den,
my CALC test SUX!!!!
all da 4kas do lyk as if its a kinder ques... T_T
MALU GILER WEI!!!! T_T
gt an invtion 2 da MEGA dnnr...
dno wat it is bt hv 2 go lo liao :(
1na go wit me???? :(
jz fnsh LA n STATS asgmnt bt stll,
thre's tonz of work 2 b done...
argh!!!! X(
T,
msih u loadz...
wen do u 1na cll me??? :(
AMEER gna kam 2 UTM nex mon (16/2)...
cnt wait 2 c da nu him XD

btw,
P'E told me dat 4 peeps gt da UTM VB shirt oldi...
OMG...
hpe i gt it :D
plz3... ;(
God plz kill dat bloody BASTARD who stole my fon!!!! X(

myb dats all 4 nw...
p.s-thx 2 ZUL 4 his celc mdem ;)

yea2!!! T's BAK!!!! ^^

yeah!!!!
T's bak!!!
mish him loadz...
cnt wait 2 go party 2gtr!!! XD
bt been bz l8ly... :(
test + asgnmts = im DEAD!!!! T_T
bt dats ok...
i thnk i cn stll mnge...
had my DE(Diffrntial Equatn) test last wed...
thnk God i mnge 2 answr all da ques...
i cnt stdy in my room coz u noe y... X(
i cnt stdy @ my blok coz PRESSURE!!! X(
@ da end,
i brght all my notes 2 KTHO vollybll court n stdy der untl 7.25pm :(
lukly,
i rmbr all of it durin da test :)
hpfly i cn get 100% on dat ppr...
der's stll loadz 2 go...
da lists r: tests -CALCULUS II test (10/2)
-LINEAR ALGEBRA test (14/2)
-STATISTICS II test (15/2)

assgmnt - ENG
- STATS
- ETHNIC STDYS
- CATERING

2torial - DE
- LA
- CALC
- STATS
- ENG

ARGH!!!! wen wll i fnsh all of it????!!!! X( T_T )X

@last!!! i touch my books!!!!

darn!!!
its so damn hard 4 me 2 touch a sngle book!!!
i dno y...
myb smbdy curse me or smtyn...
my test is on da 4th of feb!!!
argh!!!
so mny 2 read,
so lil tym T_T
nyesalny xbce dlu!!!! T_T
hope ders enuf tym 4 me 2 stdy all of it...
7 sbjcts!!!!
damn!!!
2n8 i read 2 books oly...
CALCULUS 2 n DIFFERENTIAL EQUATION...
its so darn EZ bt stll,
i cnt mnge 2 mke it mine ;(
(u noe wat i mean...)
da 2torial...(i dno wat 2 say bot it...) X(
talkin bot asgmnt...
ARGH!!!!!!!
dno wat 2 say...
evrtyn stll hvnt fall into place...
SHIT!!!!
i rlly nd sam1 2 hlp me fnshup mu jgsaw pzzle...
T_T
plz sam1...
hlp me fnsh dis bloodin thin n i prmse i'll do anytn 2 rpay ur gud deed... :(
cnt wait 4 anthr break...
GOD...
plz let me scre dis tests...
4 all 7 bloody sbjcts...
plz...
i noe i cn do it bt i dn hv da will 2 T_T