sudnly i mish him... @.@''

y sdnly i mish him??? :(
i used 2 cll him my besfwen...
bt sam chaotic mess stroke us both...
snce den,
we hvnt talk or beep ech othr 4 a LONG...tym...
days pass by n we stll h8 ech othr alot!!!

aftr 4 sam yers,
i wshd him his 19th bday...
he smiled n he sed dat he mish me...
i cnt say a thing n r8 nw,
he's oly a fwen 2 me...

aftr sam whle,
he apprd agn n dis tym,
a weird feelin apprd...
my damn head sed pls accpt him s UR besfwen agn...
lookin @ his ym,
tonz of peeps care bot us coz we used 2 b bestest buddy...
evn da whole KMM knew bot it...
bt my heart says NO...
he's oly a fwen 2 me...
wat shld i do???
accpt him or let fwenz b fwenz???

... >.< da lyf dat sdnly went wrong >.<...

F**K!!!!!!!!!!
dis tym is fcukin bad!!!!!
1 tym i recovr n evrtyn starts 2 fall into place...
bt den,
a storm sdnly Bashed evrtyn!!! T_T

|+|sam FUCKin BASTARD stole my fon agn!!!!|+|
|+|m start SUKin in VB|+|
|+|i dn go 4 MASUM 2009|+|
|+|my ovrll rslt 4 1st test SUX!!!|+|
|+|i'v got 19/34 for Linear Algebra(aka da mos eziest ppr 2 scre!!!!)|+|
|+|got 30/45 4 Calculus II|+|
|+|tonz of asgmnt n 2to dat i'v 2 sbmit dis Mon bt stll i hvnt done a thing!!!|+|
|+|got da worst rum8 eva coz he's STINKS lyk a PIG!!!!|+|
|+|ppl dun1a kam 2 my room coz evry1 cll it a PIG STY!!!|+|
|+|got da worst caterin grp coz non of dem cn COOK!!!(thre r 3 mlay GIRLS!!!)|+|
|+|cnt chnge 2 a new room!!!!|+|
|+|out of $$!!! T_T|+|
|+|cnt find a new vb(mine's expld oldi)|+|
|+|cnt undrstnd a sngle thin durin clss n rvsion!!!|+|
n da list goes on...

smbdy...
plz help me...
y all of dis hpnd 2 me???!!!
its mch ezier 2 gt trgh las sem rthr den dis...
tried evrtyn bt stll cnt gt trgh...
it bkam mch mre worse!!!!
argh!!!!!