sudnly i mish him... @.@''

y sdnly i mish him??? :(
i used 2 cll him my besfwen...
bt sam chaotic mess stroke us both...
snce den,
we hvnt talk or beep ech othr 4 a LONG...tym...
days pass by n we stll h8 ech othr alot!!!

aftr 4 sam yers,
i wshd him his 19th bday...
he smiled n he sed dat he mish me...
i cnt say a thing n r8 nw,
he's oly a fwen 2 me...

aftr sam whle,
he apprd agn n dis tym,
a weird feelin apprd...
my damn head sed pls accpt him s UR besfwen agn...
lookin @ his ym,
tonz of peeps care bot us coz we used 2 b bestest buddy...
evn da whole KMM knew bot it...
bt my heart says NO...
he's oly a fwen 2 me...
wat shld i do???
accpt him or let fwenz b fwenz???