facelift??? hurm...

lolx...
jz gt a facelft...
doin my cheeks n eye brows XD
damn!!!
it hurts dat bad!!!
dno hw dos models cn stnd it :-/


my fce ddnt stop bleeds 4 2dys T_T
i dno wt cme acrs my mind actly...
dno wt 2 do durin mid sem brk...
den,
i jz go lor do this thin...
@ 1st i dn1 2 bt my unc is wlling 2 pay 4 da bills...
so, y not XD
h8 it alot thgh...
dis is my 2nd n my las X(

mish u loadz T...T_T

ders dis 1 guy dat i clld him my besfwen...
he's hilarious, kewl, hnsme(coz tonz of galz lyk him :P) and he's lyk me(s if we're twins XD)
i cnt dscrbes him in words...
bt all i cn say is he's my BESTESTFWEN ^^
i stll rmmbr da 1st dy dat we 1st met...
its qte fny actly coz i met him trgh AQI...

@ 1st,
i rlly tght he's a true BEV...
bt den,
wen i stat knowin him,
he's a norm lyk me :)

alwys hngout 2gtr...
usually @ cafe C... lolx XD
der,
peeps thnks us phsyco coz of wat we do...
whch is,
spread da laughtr in mny dffrnt ways dat sam of da peeps couldnt accpr espcly da NTPs XD
bein norm 4 us is not lyk othrs...
we'r norm alr8 bt we'v our own way 2 mke it mre fun ;)

durin my bday,
i hid in his rum so dat i wont get prankd dat nite...
lolx :P
n da 1st bday presnt dat he gv me is a TISSUE (coz last min info)... :P
bt den,
i stll keep bcoz is nt da prsnt dat mkes a gud bday presnt,
but his fwenship n sncrty dat kept us jolly untl 2dy :)

@ 1 tym,
KMM mke a singin comp aka KMM STAR
n i dno dat T is in it...
evry1 sed he's da bes singer bt i ddnt get da chnce 2 c him in action ;(
he mnge 2 get into da final n den i gt da chnce 2 c him sing...
he sang LELAKI INI - ANUAR ZAIN...
n fyi,
he's GREATER den ANUAR ZAIN!!!!
he won 2nd plce bcoz all da chnse lads vote 4 da hwaren gal(she's not dat gud)...
snce dat,
peeps clld him 'TASNEEM LELAKI INI' XD
4gt 2 mntiond dat all of us nvr knew he cn sing(evn his prac dno eithr)... XD

day pas by,
n da las day @ KMM has fnly kam...
h8 2 leave KMM coz gt tonz of sweet n sour memoirs hre T_T
i wnt 2 c T 4 da las tym...
we spend hours 2gtr nyte sayin our gudbys n gvin our prmises... ;(
we'r qte shockd actly coz tears start fallin down on our faces... ;(
evry1's lookin @ us on dat nite bt its ok 4 us :)
n den,
we wnt 2 our sprte ways...

evrydy n evrynyte,
cntct ech othr trgh fon, txt, FS n a lil bit of ym...
wnt 2 KL 2 hngout bt sadly he cldnt mke it coz he has a fevr durin dat tym...
aftr dat,
i cnt cntct him no mre...
i clld, txt, ym, FS him evrdy bt he ddnt answr @ all...
da las tym i talk 2 him is on 23/9/08(my bday!!!!)
i wnt 2 c his pracmate dat is hre wit me in UTM...
i askd dem whtr T chngd his no or answrin any of der clls...
sadly,
all of dem sed NO...
myb T's mad @ me or smtyn...
i hvnt talkd 2 him 4 2months evntgh i clld n txt him evrdy week ;(

1 nyte,
on da 23/1,11.00pm,
i rcieve a clld...
@ 1st i dn1na ans den i look whos callin,
sdnly, his name appr n m lyk shoutin n jumpin evrywhre!!!! XD
mish him loadz... ;(
he sed dat he's fon gt sam probs etc...
bt dn cre bot all dat...
FINALLY...
HE CALLD :)
aftr a whle,
he sed dat he's goin 2 AUS 4 a vction...
darn!!!
i 1na go 2...
sadly,
m nt dat $$ lyk him :(
he prmse 2 buy me smtyn...
huhu...
cnt wait 4 dat :D
cnt wait 4 my sem break XD
hngout + mvies + shopin + HAVOC!!!! XD


mish u loadz budy...
thx 4 bein da greatest besfwen eva ;)

confusion...

havin a hard tym r8 nw...
hvnt on dis blog 4 1wk nw...
confusion surrounds me... T_T
dno who 2 trust r8 nw...
dno whch route 2 pick...
gv up or gv in??? T_T

stll dno whtr i cn cope up wit my stdys or nt...
trainin as usual...
stll thnkin whtr i shld quite trainin or sty... T_T
i rlly lyk vb...
bt i dno whtr dats da main rson i nt in da mood 2 stdy nymre :(
nd sam advce frm sam1 dat rlly2 facin da same thin s m b4...
gt 1 in mind bt myb he dn1na help mch...
myb he thnks m weird + lousy ;(

btw,
4gt 2 mntion dat IJAT has annced dat btwn us,
da word FRIEND has been DEL frm his mmory...
i dno y he did dat...
is bad 4 me 2 talk bad things bot him coz m stll cnsder him s my FWEN...
bt its ok den...
i acpt his dcsion...
coz i hv tonz of fwenz dat cares...
thx u guyz...
espcly BFF...
mish u guyz :-*

MiseRy BusSinesS... X(

DARN!!!!
i rlly h8 it!!!
i hvnt n cnt touchd 1 book coz i dn hv da mood!!!
my stdys SUX n i bkam STUPID by dat min!!!
m start SUKin in plyin VB!!!
argh!!!
i h8 it!!!
T_T

music dat alwyz help me get thrgh each SEM,plz kam bak 2 me..my HEART rlly nds u r8 nw T_T

argh!!!!
i stll cnt fnd da rythm 4 2nd sem!!!! T_T
plz help me sam1...
music of da mind, help me plz!!! T_T

i hvnt touch a sngle book 4 3wks nw...
i evn fell aslp durin a lectre T_T
eat + slp r my daily routnes 4 dis past few wks... T_T

sam1 plz guide me...
plz play da music dat i nd 2 hear r8 nw so dat i cn go bak 2 my norm lyf lyk durin 1st sem...
T_T

da feelin 2 b 1 of da UTM VB team :)

hurm...
m quite luky actly 2 b a part of da UTM VB team fams :)
da dnt treat me lyk n outsder...
evntgh im nt gt @ plyin VB,
da stll teach me wit all thr heart :)

2dy is my 1st tym wtchin UTM VB in action durin JB OPEN...
im thirlld + scred @ da sme tym...
huhu...
its a tough fight bt thy lose...
im bumb 4 dat coz its hard 4 me 2 c der sad faces T_T
abg KHOON sed its ok...
dey undrstnd...
n dey'll strve da bes 4 2dy's mtch...
sadly,
i cnt mke it T_T
jiayou UTM VB!!!
i noe u guyz cn win dis 1 ;)

thx alot UTM VB team ;)

heya...
i jz gt bak frm VB trainin lor @ UTM...
l8ly,m sux @ evrtyn... T_T
my lyf all mess up...
i evn wnt 2 a wrong CLSS!!!! X(
i dno y...
n m nw FATTER den EVA!!!! T_T
dno wt hd hpnd...
im SUX!!! T_T
BFF...
i nd u guyz T_T...

bt 2dy's trainin hd lift me up a bit...
im a darn NOOB in VB...
all of my sniors r PRO ^^
im nt jlez,
instead,
i 1na b lyk dem ;)
m stll learnin...
m afrd of makin othr peeps mad bcoz of my SUKINess T_T
sry u guyz coz i'v mde u darn mad... T_T
my shoulder hurts lyk hell..
i dno y T_T

m oso wry bot dis SEM... T_T
i thnk its 2 hard 4 me 2 mnge coz mos of da sbjcts r tough 4 me n fnsh @ 6pm T_T
trainin stats @ 8pm~11pm....
i dno wen cn i go stdy T_T...
hpe i cn maintn my GPA :|
plz...
sam1...
i rlly2 nd a shouldr 2 cry on... T_T