crushed dreams!!!

we can dream and keep on dream...
in my case,i dream n dream hard until i almost got it...
but then,
this BASTARD came and turn it into a NIGHTMARE!!!

these are the dreams that was crushed instantlu ->

-kinder,wanna take mandarin class,but then he changed it to MORAL because i'll be a "MELAYU MURTAD" if i start learn mandarin...
-primary 1,got number 2 in the whole school ranking,he didn't bother to come and see me taking the award...
-primary school,got the title of best prefect,best class monitor,best librarian for the entire school but he just ignored...
-daily life,try to ask him to do something that i like,he turned me down and spents with cousins playing SOCCER...
-the 1st time i knew VOLLEYBALL from the thai movie "IRON LADIES",he forbid me from playing volleyball because of it
-primary 6 -> form 1,he told me to apply for EC,but then i told him i wanna go to SSI. i got a letter from SSI and i was accepted to the school.he let me read the letter,take it back after i finish reading and throw it away.
-form 2,my tonsils are badly swollen and my trachea was almost block by it.he put me into a specialist so that they can remove.after the operation's finishs,he accused me of spending the rm3000 that he wanna use to buy a laptop for my surgery...
-form 3 -> form 4,i wanna continue in science stream but urged me to go into "sek teknik" and take agro science. i won't go and he ain't talk to me...
-form 5,begging for tuition because i'm a darn NOOB.he won't a single cent and i have to work my ass out for the fees(RM250/month)...
-MMC,damn!!! that's the most wreckoning year with him..he forced my room-mate to spy on me everyday without me knowing it.at the end,my friend went crazy because he can't stand he kept calling him everyday!!!
-MMC ->varsity,got my upu result and was accepted into UTM for my degree.when i told both my parents,they said it is one of the worst course there is with NO FUTURE eventhough my mom is in UTM!!!
-varsity,hr forced me to change to CHEMICAL ENGINEERING because he wants CLASS when his friends ask him about me.i won't change and he's bloody furious about it X(
-varsity,play volleyball for UTM team.but then,he make it worst.to many to lists here(sorry about that...)
-and the list continues...