confusion...

havin a hard tym r8 nw...
hvnt on dis blog 4 1wk nw...
confusion surrounds me... T_T
dno who 2 trust r8 nw...
dno whch route 2 pick...
gv up or gv in??? T_T

stll dno whtr i cn cope up wit my stdys or nt...
trainin as usual...
stll thnkin whtr i shld quite trainin or sty... T_T
i rlly lyk vb...
bt i dno whtr dats da main rson i nt in da mood 2 stdy nymre :(
nd sam advce frm sam1 dat rlly2 facin da same thin s m b4...
gt 1 in mind bt myb he dn1na help mch...
myb he thnks m weird + lousy ;(

btw,
4gt 2 mntion dat IJAT has annced dat btwn us,
da word FRIEND has been DEL frm his mmory...
i dno y he did dat...
is bad 4 me 2 talk bad things bot him coz m stll cnsder him s my FWEN...
bt its ok den...
i acpt his dcsion...
coz i hv tonz of fwenz dat cares...
thx u guyz...
espcly BFF...
mish u guyz :-*