y is dis hpnd 2 me???!!!! T_T

m i born 2 b an unluky guy??!!! ;( damn man!!!! i shld b epi actly coz im goin bak 2 my bloved KMM...bt den,im nt in da mood 2go r8 nw... :( my prnts stll makin probs n dey r epi 2 c me suffr evry sngle dy!!!! DAMN!!!! i hv 2 beg peeps agn 4 pockt $$ 2 go 2 malacca... ;( its enuf if i DUN EAT dat is!!! T_T i H8 dem alot!!!! X( i wnt 2 CS 2dy wit 1 of my clost fwen YAN...he's bday ws on 12th of dec...i'v plan a sprse prty 4 him bt sadly he wnt home erly...ayo...sme plan HANCUS!!! T_T i dno wt 2 do r8...so darn lzy 2 pack...dno wt 2 do...DAMN!!! im nt in da mood r8 nw 2 thnk bot goin 2 dat reu...T_T GOD HELP ME!!!! ;( plz chnge turn my lyf frm dis burnin HELL 2 a fun n excitin HEAVEN!!! plz.... T_T