m i goin CRAZY???!!! @.@

DAMN!!!
im goin NUTZ!! @.@
dno y....
sdnly i cnt think str8...
i kept thinkin da words RICE-O-PHOBIA(dat HAFIZ clld me)...
makin i 1na eat RICE!!!!
ARGH!!!!
so darn afrd of 2nd SEM coz i cnt sre whtr i cn maintn my GPA or nt...
T_T
i dn hv any proper volleyball skills... T_T
i practce evrdy bt i kept sukin by da sec!!!! T_T
i cnt slp or eat proprly....
im runnin out of $$...
dear GUARDIAN ANGEL...
plz kam n help me!!!!
2 my BESTESTFWEN,
thx loadz 4 bringin me up n mke my world r0x!!!
sme goes 2 lecs Mr ANUAR,Mr HASPAHISHAM n Mrs MADIE...
mish u guyz loadz...
hpe 2 c u soon...
T_T