they're da 1 who made me h8 dem!!!

i rlly tried my bes 2 accpt dem bak bt thy'r da 1 who mde me H8 dem MORE!!! X(
i did evrtyn dat dey 1 bt stll it bckfrd n i dno y...
da 1 who i rfrd 2 is my P_ _ _ _ _ S (clue : da 1 da made u)...
i cnt stand anymre...
aclty,
m nt in da mood 2 wrte bot dem r8 nw...
i'll cntnue l8r... X(

evrtyn stll hvnt fall 2 places... T_T

i dno y...
i did evrtyn i cld bt stll,
it bkam worse... T_T
i stdy hard bt i stll cnt scre..
i dno y is ez 4 me durin sem 1 bt it isnt da sme 4 dis sem...
i tried n i tried bt stll i failed ;(
i prmsed mr ANUAR dat i gna scre dis sem oso bt m hvin a hard 2 undrstnd a sngle subtopic espcly LINER ALGEBRA...
GOD...
plz help me...
i oly 1na scre 1st clss 4 dis sem...
i dn expct 2 get 4.00 based on my prfmnce...
m begging U...
3.67gpa is cnsdr gud enuf 4 me... T_T
bot da MASUM thingy,
its ok if i ddnt get da chnce 2 go...
m grtefl enuf bcoz u gv me da chnce 2 join U-team n i stll cn cntnue plyin VB n imprve myslf ;)
+,thx agn 4 gvin me great fwenz espcly ladz n lassiez frm UTM VB:
-ABG SYUQ
-ZULFI
-SHERFEN
-MEI YAN
-SHI LING
-SIN YIN
-ABG SOFIE
-ABG ZUL
-BOON KIAT
-P'E
-ABG NGAI
-ABG ZUL
-ABG KHOON
-ABG ROY...

u guyz had tght me alot bot fwensip ;)

4 MR FRANCO,
thx alot 4 bein da greatest DAD in da WORLD ;)
tc me lyk m ur own...
u ddnt left me hgh n dry...
scfrce evrtyn jz 2 c us epi...
i rlly owe u alot...
tq SIR ;)

4 da othrs,
stdy hard durin stdy wk...
or else,
u'll endup lyk me.. :(
gd lux 4 ur fnl n cya durin da hldys ;)

xm is near... :|

dang...
fnl xm is near n i hvnt prpre a thin...
hw cn i scre 4 dis sem...
argh!!!! T_T
h8 it alot...
evrtyn i 1 hd gne in2 thin air...
1 sec i omos gt it,
sdnly,
it dsspr witout a trce... T_T
getin rdy 4 MASUM is hard...
lukly mos of my fwenz wll cme along...
huhu...
incldin IEZAT...
untl 2dy,
he stll wont talk 2 me...
grow up budy...
u bein CHILDISH evntgh u hv a ADULT body...
duh... X(

UTM VB,
jiayou2 ;)
we cn do it...
"1 TEAM,1 DREAM!"

n God,
plz help me...
i oly nd 1st clss 4 dis sem n i'll prmse i'll let go of evrytyn nx sem... ;(

2 Mr. IBRAHIM,
tq 4 bein sch a grt fathr...
u'v guide n hlp me alot trght dis sem...
dno wt 2 do witout u...
i owe u 1 :)

n 4 u guyz,
sowie 4 nt updtin dis blog s i usually do
coz u noe,
@ dis tym,
peeps bz wit asgmt,tst n xm...

toodles 4 nw ^^
xoxo...

gratz UTM VC!!!! ^^

GRATZ UTMVC for winnin VB UTM OPEN!!!! ^^
cnt blieve dat both teams(M n F) won!!!!
huhu...^^

epi 19th bday CYAK!!!! ^^

lolx...
2dy is CYAK's bday!!!
tot he wnt 2 slp tgh coz he alwyz slp aftr 10...
wnt i clld him jz nw @ 12am(sharp!!!),
he answrd n laughd...
lolx...
a lil wish frm me whch is,
"epi 19th bday CYAK!!!"...
1 thx frm him n a lil laugh frm us both...
lolx ^^
cnt wait 2 c u budy...
njoy ur lyf n all da bes 4 ur upcomins ;)
mish u loadz bro ;(
huhu...

sudnly i mish him... @.@''

y sdnly i mish him??? :(
i used 2 cll him my besfwen...
bt sam chaotic mess stroke us both...
snce den,
we hvnt talk or beep ech othr 4 a LONG...tym...
days pass by n we stll h8 ech othr alot!!!

aftr 4 sam yers,
i wshd him his 19th bday...
he smiled n he sed dat he mish me...
i cnt say a thing n r8 nw,
he's oly a fwen 2 me...

aftr sam whle,
he apprd agn n dis tym,
a weird feelin apprd...
my damn head sed pls accpt him s UR besfwen agn...
lookin @ his ym,
tonz of peeps care bot us coz we used 2 b bestest buddy...
evn da whole KMM knew bot it...
bt my heart says NO...
he's oly a fwen 2 me...
wat shld i do???
accpt him or let fwenz b fwenz???

... >.< da lyf dat sdnly went wrong >.<...

F**K!!!!!!!!!!
dis tym is fcukin bad!!!!!
1 tym i recovr n evrtyn starts 2 fall into place...
bt den,
a storm sdnly Bashed evrtyn!!! T_T

|+|sam FUCKin BASTARD stole my fon agn!!!!|+|
|+|m start SUKin in VB|+|
|+|i dn go 4 MASUM 2009|+|
|+|my ovrll rslt 4 1st test SUX!!!|+|
|+|i'v got 19/34 for Linear Algebra(aka da mos eziest ppr 2 scre!!!!)|+|
|+|got 30/45 4 Calculus II|+|
|+|tonz of asgmnt n 2to dat i'v 2 sbmit dis Mon bt stll i hvnt done a thing!!!|+|
|+|got da worst rum8 eva coz he's STINKS lyk a PIG!!!!|+|
|+|ppl dun1a kam 2 my room coz evry1 cll it a PIG STY!!!|+|
|+|got da worst caterin grp coz non of dem cn COOK!!!(thre r 3 mlay GIRLS!!!)|+|
|+|cnt chnge 2 a new room!!!!|+|
|+|out of $$!!! T_T|+|
|+|cnt find a new vb(mine's expld oldi)|+|
|+|cnt undrstnd a sngle thin durin clss n rvsion!!!|+|
n da list goes on...

smbdy...
plz help me...
y all of dis hpnd 2 me???!!!
its mch ezier 2 gt trgh las sem rthr den dis...
tried evrtyn bt stll cnt gt trgh...
it bkam mch mre worse!!!!
argh!!!!!