im a DARN VB NOOB!!!! T_T

OMG!!!! i wnt 4 VB(volleyball) trainin lst n8 @ UTM...oly 4 ppl cme...we stll did da drills...bt im da worst T_T...my stamina SUX!!!! i ply VB s if i hvnt ply b4...T_T...dn hv any cnfdnce nymre 2 ply VB...@ dat n8,im so down n kept thinkin dat VB is nt my thin jz bcoz i dn ply gf enuf...T_T....shld i stop plyin or shld cntnue wit da trainin????

all n8 i YM all of my VB's fwenz...dey sed its ok...jz cntnue wit da trainin bcoz thy'r nt gud 2...trainin cn hlp me imprve wit my plyin...nw im in a dilema ;( im da oly 1st yer in U-team...i dn noe any of da peeps thre ;( n im da NOOBest...T_T...i noe pro h8 plyin wit NOOB lyk me coz im sch a wste of tym...

wt shld i do???? :( i'v trainin 2n8...n evry1 wll kam...shld i go??? :( sam1...plz HELP ME!!!!! T_T

reu MMCVB...

went 2 MALACCA last tues 4 MMCVB reu...im so darn eger 2 go thre coz i cnt wait 2 go bak 2 MMC/KMM :) n fnlly i gt da chne (: we sty @ pngkln blak...evrtyn is nce...gt my hair did @ X-CUT!!! XD...go mlacca jz 2 get a nu hair cut!!!! lolx..sysl,its TRUE :)..sadly nt evry1 cn mke it....
oly me,ZAIDI,DAUS,FIKI,SHA2,ADHA,NAN(adha's sis),FARIDAH,ms ONI...we wnt 2 MMC @ 5...evrtyn's stll da sme @ MMC...bt da peeps r so darn dfrnt frm us...mos of dem r tot NERDS!!! argh!!!! dey shld b kewl. nt NERDS!!!! T_T...i ply 2sets...bt i SUCKD!! CIPIET!!!! T_T i waitd 4 1 whle month 2 c mr SAPIYAN bt i oly shoke his hand n say HYE n it oly took me 4sec... T_T...mr ANUAR is longr C3's felow ;(...@ da end,it's a DARN SUCKIN DY!!! T_T...we'v a bbq on dat n8 n evrtyn is goin ok...i slp @ 1am!!! AWL NK MMPOS!!!!! da othrs slp @ 5...

da nx dy,we woke up @ 6...ZAIDI snd FARIDAH bak 2 MMC @ 7...lolx...sldup...klakr gle...cam bpk hntr ank...rofl!!! aftr dat,da all get wet @ da beach bt me,ADHA n NANA oly sit by da slide...im nt in da mood 2 go ply in da wtr...i dno y...we head 2 TESCO@ 12 coz HAFIZ 1na go 2 X-CUT...PROMO2!!!...lolx...XD otw thre,peeps thnk im a jpnse tourist!!! banggany!!!!!!! XD my bus 2 jb is @ 5...i arve @ larkin arnd 6.50...wen i go 2 da taxi stnd,dey askd me rm8 2 go 2 kg mlyu frm larkin!!! FUCK DEM!!!!! i waitd 4 a cad @ da sderoads...da man chrge me rm5 evntgh da mtre showd rm4!!!!! BABI!!!! wnt i gt bak 2 my dad's grams house,his lil she-devil mde me so darn mad!!! luky 4 her,im in da mood 2 scold her n fnly,she gt it frm a LION n srve her r8 4 dat!!! CK evn rcrd da scne....lolx :D...@ da end,da dy is jz so-so...;(

IJAT!!!! IM SO SOWIE!!!! T_T...

IJAT....

IM SO SOWIE....

i noe u mad @ me n im sowie...

its rlly TRUE dat i knew ECA @ PENANG....

we hngout 2gtr n lpak2...

snce den we lyk so darn close...

@ dat tym,

we dno dat we'r cuzins....

aftr 4 qte smtym,

we fnly rlze dat we r...

wen u saw her pic in my fon,i tot u rlze dat we'r cuzin coz da bckrgnd is actly @ da plce dat u stnd @ my grams hse :(

4 da whle 1 yer we've bn hgnout 2gtr @ KMM,

u noe dat i wont hv a MALAY GF...

i oly date chnse...

frm thre,

i tot u oso knew dat ECA n i arnt COUPLE...

T_T

plz undrstnd IJAT...

s ur fwen n closest fwen,

plz 4gv me....T_T

acpt my aplgy...

plz....T_T

evntgh u wont acpt me s ur BESFWEN,

i stll treat u s my BESFWEN snce we strt knew ech othr...

plz IJAT...

plz... T_T

y is dis hpnd 2 me???!!!! T_T

m i born 2 b an unluky guy??!!! ;( damn man!!!! i shld b epi actly coz im goin bak 2 my bloved KMM...bt den,im nt in da mood 2go r8 nw... :( my prnts stll makin probs n dey r epi 2 c me suffr evry sngle dy!!!! DAMN!!!! i hv 2 beg peeps agn 4 pockt $$ 2 go 2 malacca... ;( its enuf if i DUN EAT dat is!!! T_T i H8 dem alot!!!! X( i wnt 2 CS 2dy wit 1 of my clost fwen YAN...he's bday ws on 12th of dec...i'v plan a sprse prty 4 him bt sadly he wnt home erly...ayo...sme plan HANCUS!!! T_T i dno wt 2 do r8...so darn lzy 2 pack...dno wt 2 do...DAMN!!! im nt in da mood r8 nw 2 thnk bot goin 2 dat reu...T_T GOD HELP ME!!!! ;( plz chnge turn my lyf frm dis burnin HELL 2 a fun n excitin HEAVEN!!! plz.... T_T

DAMN U!!!!

DAMN u!!!! i h8 u dat mch!!! 2dy sux lyk HELL!!! thgt 2dy cn chnge my mood coz it starts great...4 svrl dys trainin,@last!!! my HS5 char gt da ttle dat i 1!!!! it's so KEWL!!!! lst n8,my cuzin IM me dat her dad jz bght her a nu dgtl cam n a large LCD monitr 4 his lil bro...my othr cuzin gt a MP5...its so NOT FAIR!!!! i 1na gt sm KEWL thins 2...jz 1na try my luk,i ask my homies 2 get me a camping bag...bt NO...DAMN!!! i'v 2 begd ppl 4 $$ jz nw jz 2 buy a bag...nd dat bags tot coz im goin 2 KMM dis TUES!!!! yeah!!!! mish KMM loadz XD...i gt da $$ frm sam1 4 buyin cloths 4 sem 2,i aimd 2 buy cloths snce sem 1 @ SUTERA MALL,JB...wen i gt thre,all of dem r FNSH!!!!! CIPIET!!!! bcoz of dat,i wnt 2 buy dat campin bag...wen i gt der,i ntced dat da salesgirl is a CHINESE...my prnts kept askin her bot sam bags n y ezt 2 expnsve(bt it isnt expnsve @ all!!!!) ceh...i wnt 2 da gal n talk 2 her in MANDARIN...my MOM sed dat da gal stupid 4 nt knowin im a MALAY...bt u 1na noe smtyn,its nt da gal dat is STUPID,its actly my MOM coz da gal knew...she talkd bak in MANDRIN coz im talkin 2 her in MANDRIN...duh...X(
aftr bght da bag,we strght bak home...otw home,both of my prnts scold+yeld @ me bcoz im talkin in MANDRIN @ da shop...its lyk HELL durin dat tym!!! bcoz of stupid thins cn lead 2 a big WAR!!! BDOHNY dorg!!!! i ws ttled MELAYU MURTAD by dem...DAMN!!!! h8 both of u!!!!! X(

bowink!!!!

damn!!! evrdy lyk dis i cn DIE young...im so CUTE+SWEET+YOUNG 2 DIE!!! lolx!!! pasan nk mmpos!!! XD...dead bored man...evrdy sittin infrnt of my ntbk,on YM,MSN,FS,HS5 bt no1 on9...huhu...ply HS5 lyk 24-7 bt stll slow lvlin...cipiet!!! dno hw dey do it @@...any1 near jb 1na go out,mvie,eat,shop or smtyn,buzz me ya...i 1na kam 2 coz im dead borin...ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm FAT!!!! X(

argh!!!! h8 it dat mch!!! im so darn FAT!!! n evry1 sed so...DAMN!!! wen would it stop???!!! CIPIET!!! im look lyk an ovrsze PIG!!!! NO!!!! sam1 hlp me!!!! T_T...dun1na eat no mre...wste my enrgy 2 munch evry food + gainin weight lyk HELL!!!! SOS!!!! sam1 hlp me tone-up my body!!!! T_T